Anxiety

I am an anxious person, actually I was an anxious person. After I have started my LOA studies and practices I became so more focus on my present, more centered! But...after meating my new boyfriend (still not yet, but soon he will be) I got anxious, not becasue of him or because Im desperate to have a relationship, but because I could see myself manifesting for the first time, and I didnt want to get it wrong, so I panicked. I couldnt sleep properly for 2 nights, just thinking about it and this morning I made the decision to let it go. I realized that is not going to make any difference if Im anxious or not, actually it could be a bad vibration on top of an amazing manifestation. I started meditating, taking a deep breath, and then after a few minutes, I could feel the relief, the peaceful environment again, I was back on the LOA track. Its hard though to not panic sometimes, when you just want something so badly and its just a few meters away from you, its tough but its not a good reason to let yourself go in the wrong direction. My advice for anxiety is to find a better thought, or a positive thought on the top of the manifestation, you dont want to loose something that you have just created right? Anyway, Im happy Im back and tonight I dont have any videos to post about this subject, not because there were none online, just I couldnt find one that was appropriated for my feeling at the moment, instead, I have the picture. I hope you like it! :)

Make a wish

Im amazed with the LOA, its incredible and even scary, but at the same time it is AMAZING!!! Ive been bringing to me a new relationship, I have been visualizing a new boyfriend. Im not needy or dependent, but I though it would be nice to have someone to be with me as a couple, Ive been focusing on my Bday (26th of jan), and It happened, it was there, after midnight, I met a really nice guy. Of course that hes not my boyfriend yet...yet, but he will be. There was a connection in between us, it was really sort of like seeing myself from outside of my body, not really myself, but the whole scene happening. I dont know if I was tired or if the experience happened like that, but I didnt realized straight away, it was just the next day that I got nuts after meditating a bit (yes nuts after meditation lol). It happened, I know my power now and I am building my dream life. Anyway, I will keep you guys up to date on my new relationship (with the guy and the LOA) In the mean time a video to inspire!

Having dreams

My dreams become the connection in between me and myself. Since the law of Attraction became more clear to me, my dreams became more clear as well, in the same or better vibe. Ive been having massive good dreams, dreams of clarity, not as predictions but as peaceful; peaceful dreams. Dreams connecting me with my consciousness or maybe its just part of the process of awakening. Ive been seen lots of videos where they explain about dreams and the LOA (law of attraction) and the message here is that Im in the right way, Im getting there and Im so excited about it. Last night I was really tired after a full on busy day and I thought I wouldnt sleep well, as soon as I had the thought I shifted my thought and then it became "of course I will have a good night asleep, I just need to finish this day in peace, calm and focus" and I did. Before sleep time I relax with a nice shower, then I watch some videos all related with my new life, LOA life and when I fall asleep, Im back on my path, and I have wonderful dreams. I love saying this, Im waking up for a brand new day, for a perfect today. This video can help to explain a lot!

How are you going?

Today Im going to write about something that bothers me and probably bother a lot of people; the voice in my head!! How can we control the voice in our head, when you visualizing something really cool, or even when you are just visualizing (but your life must be really cool - always!)? Im still working on that, but what Ive been realizing is that everytime that the voice or voices, Ive got probably 3 of them, start talking over my thoughts I take deep breaths, like when you starts a meditation session, I concentrate in my breathing motion and go back to my visualization. Sometimes I can tell, its really hard to silent the voices, but as we building we creating our perfect life, I do visualize as well, the voices disappearing, going away forever. Im still working on the 7days, even though my seven days had gone I still believe I can reach my 7 day goals. I believe that is all part of the beginning of the process. Anyway if you have twitter, please follow me there as well, where Im doing a gratitude challenge or just a 365 day gratitude @bringtoome 

Now a video to inspire all, letting you guys know that Im going to start recording some videos to help me to get to know my "evolution" in the law of attraction life. 

 I couldnt find the video through here, so here's the link! Enjoy it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsbXmyCn_6I

Finding myself

Its incredible how quickly all the information comes to your life, since I started my detox about a week ago, my whole life changed completely, I am a new person, a new me, a better me. Everything is falling into place, everything is sort of a massive puzzle getting together. The detox was the first step, then The secret back in my life, randomly (Now I know that was me), then the law of attraction and the gym, and suddenly I see myself dressing differently, thinking differently, feeling differently. And I can tell, its amazing, I feel great, I keep telling everyone around my how good it feels to be detoxing (some people don't wanna hear about the law of attraction) It feels like a person that believes in a religion and expect everyone to join and believe in the same religion. Its not a religion but it feels like, its a way of life, its like reborn. With all my research I got finally find a way to bring the law of attraction into my life. Ive been struggling to find a way to make myself believe and make myself visualize properly, but I think after many watched videos Ive got into it. My secret to learn "The secret" is to see myself as my creator, I am my own genie. I order and I do realize my wishes. Everybody has different ways to visualize, mine is this one. When I ask my I creator realizes...This video gave me some good tips. If you decide to give it a goal, let me know the results please or let Steve (the guy in this video) knows your experiences.

 xoxo

First Step

Today after my 30min daily studies I have made a decision, to "play" with the Law of Attraction, or to play with my ability to create a new me, a new now, a new life. My birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks, so my decision is to visualize, feel, and bring it in to my life a new boyfriend; And Im actually thinking way out of my square, as Im the person who didnt believe in real relationships or real and true love; but as I decided to change, this is gonna be my first challenge in the law of attraction path. Its going to be the way to reach consciousnesses  and make myself a better person. So from today on my feelings are love, relationship and sharing love. My boyfriend is coming to meet me! Ill keep posting my results, techniques and discoveries here. 

For today, another inspirational video.

ps: Im not one of those girls desperate for love, I just thought that at this stage love would be a good thing for my new life.
xoxo

New Year Resolution or a New Year?

Beginning of the year and we always decide to change our lives some how. This year my resolution is to live a Brand New Year, not like we always promise at the beginning of each year, more like I want a new me, thats why Im writing here, from here Im gonna find myself and maybe help someone in this journey as well.

About my new me year...Ive started with a detox plan, not just because I wanted to, but because I needed. After all the holidays drinking, eating, partying my body absolutely begged for some clean up. With the detox, came the crave for exercises and with the exercises came "The secret" back. How? On my Ipod, randomly as an audiobook. Then searching online, some videos came up on my research about Rhonda Byrnes and Oprah Winfrey, sounds pretty fake, but that was the way it happened! Watching Oprah talking with Rhonda e other teachers from the book I realize that I can definitely change my life, with thoughts, actions and feelings. You can watch it as well.

Lets all begin a new Life!
Ps: Im going to watch the video again...and again...just in case!

I Can Always change!

Introducing myself...Im Ayleen, Im a Brazilian girl living in Australia going through different emotions and feelings all the time. Life is hard in your own country, far from home and in another language can be very tricky but very surprising as well. Ive decided to create this blog to reach my goals, to live the life that I deserve. 

Everything started when I read the book " The Secret" by Rhonda Byrnes (Australian writer - coincidence?), I had followed the Wicca religion for a while now, and I do believe that I got in touch with the law of attraction with their beliefs, but after reading the book of the secret everything became clearer. Clear in thoughts but not clear in actions. Thats why Im here, because I wanna make this blog as a journal to help me and maybe help some people around trying to find their perfect life. 

I apologize if I make some grammar mistakes, as I said before, my mother language is Portuguese, but even with some mistakes I believe this blog can reach a lot of people around the world. 

Lets begin the new Journey of life!!