Anxiety

I am an anxious person, actually I was an anxious person. After I have started my LOA studies and practices I became so more focus on my present, more centered! But...after meating my new boyfriend (still not yet, but soon he will be) I got anxious, not becasue of him or because Im desperate to have a relationship, but because I could see myself manifesting for the first time, and I didnt want to get it wrong, so I panicked. I couldnt sleep properly for 2 nights, just thinking about it and this morning I made the decision to let it go. I realized that is not going to make any difference if Im anxious or not, actually it could be a bad vibration on top of an amazing manifestation. I started meditating, taking a deep breath, and then after a few minutes, I could feel the relief, the peaceful environment again, I was back on the LOA track. Its hard though to not panic sometimes, when you just want something so badly and its just a few meters away from you, its tough but its not a good reason to let yourself go in the wrong direction. My advice for anxiety is to find a better thought, or a positive thought on the top of the manifestation, you dont want to loose something that you have just created right? Anyway, Im happy Im back and tonight I dont have any videos to post about this subject, not because there were none online, just I couldnt find one that was appropriated for my feeling at the moment, instead, I have the picture. I hope you like it! :)